if love must be a word



if love must be a word
it should be long and slow and spoken right, a voice with a lilt, a melody touching us in our night. and if the virus must have a name it should be longer, much longer, with stones screaming in the mill of our mind to wake us.

walk to Sneem and back











  Sneem

                            Sneem bridge



why is love a four letter word


the dead are rising
with the blood in my ears,
staring at us, at me,
and their silence is terrible

i feel them , try to listen,
 breathing their molecules,
i know they ask through time
and space and spheres

the soul freezes in this 
the roll call of the unknown,
before birth, after death
all the wasted inbetweens

i cannot answer,
this music, rising now
from so bitter bitter roots,
beauty, all this strength

we are not alone, together
we swim in flow and in pause,
grace shall come, pray,
this shall be our task:

to mature
to spread a smile
across the earth
for all beings

to not look away,
to see each one as equal,
to forgive the demons
of our shared past

o to live like a tree
when only the ripe apple
falls to the ground-
i will be silent

being born
we will all die.
but, and.
forever and.

corona/covid, thoughts


i see intuitively (and hope) that our European way of indifference, egomania, the arrogance of relatively rich countries, all false feeling of safety, this idea of a right for a everlasting healthy happy life and to maintain that all is manageable : this will be destroyed.

today


my house.
today soft rain, calm and grey