good night

cats

so i am primitive

which must be ok

a tomcat to fight

for making love

for him it is

as it is.

i am told

it is shit

the cat runs away

to be caught

or because she

is not in the mood

and really, i just

want to rest

in your arms

but cannot

is this

so very bad?

i didn't know.

no tomcat would know.

it could be a gate to hell or heaven

but it is just in Levanto..

de-struction cannot be all

many ways to destroy

and de-struct

oneself

amphetamine, cocaine,

ecstasy, ketamine

partner swapping,

group sex

until only nausea,

disgust, revulsion

remain

was it a taste for

slavery or rebellion

or just a wish to die

who knows.

i don't.

i don't want to know.

i wish ...

i'd live in a world

where people are not

in need to feel

that nothing left to lose

is freedom.

it is not.

Porto Venere

Tellaro

beauty near Fiascherino

i am quite tired and irritable by now.

dreams coming to and end.

time to wake up and just see.

for now.

around Riomaggiore area