Tim Buckley - Once I Was

On 'love', quotes from : Roland Barthes

 "Does not this whole paroxysm of love’s declaration conceal some lack? We would not need to speak this word, if it were not to obscure, as the squid does with his ink, the failure of desire under the excess of affirmation."

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"There’s no help for it: I love you is a demand: hence it can only embarrass anyone who receives it, except the Mother — and except God!"

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The Sea is History , Derek Walcott

The Sea is History

by: Derek Walcott 

 Where are your monuments, your battles, martyrs?

Where is your tribal memory? Sirs,
in that grey vault. The sea
has locked them all. The sea is history.

First, there was the heaving oil
of nothing, heavy as chaos,
then, like a light at the end of a tunnel,

the lantern of a lonely caravel,
and that was Genesis.
Then there were the packed cries,
the shit, the moaning;

Exodus.
Bone soldered by coral to bone
on the tilting sea-floor
mantled by the benediction of the shark’s shadow,

that was The Ark of The Covenant.
Then came through the plucked wires
of sunlight on the sea-floor

the plangent harps of the Babylonian bondage
as the cowries clustered white on the manacles
of the drowned women,

and those were the ivory bracelets
of The Song of Solomon,
and the ocean kept turning its empty pages

because this was not history,
then came the men with eyes heavy as anchors
who sank without tombs

brigands who barbecued cattle,
leaving their charred ribs like palmleaves on the shore,
then the foaming, rabid maw

of the tidal wave swallowing Port Royal,
and that was Jonah,
and where is your Renaissance?

Sir, it is locked in the sea-sands
out there past the reef’s moiling shelf,
where the man-o-wars floated down;

strop on these goggles, I’ll guide you there myself,
it’s all subtle and submarine,
through colonnades of coral

past the gothic windows of sea-fans,
to where the crusty grouper, onyx-eyed
blinks, weighted by its jewels like a queen,

and these groyned ribs with barnacles
pitted like stone,
are the cathedrals,

and the furnace before the hurricanes
and the bones ground by windmills
into marl and corn-meal,

and that was Lamentations
that was just Lamentations
it was not history;

then came, like scum on the river’s drying lip
the brown reeds of villages
mantling and congealing into towns,

and at evening, the midges’ choirs
and above them, the spires
lancing the side of God

bleeding to sunset and that was The New Testament.

The came the white sister’s clapping
like the waves’ progress,
and that was Emancipation—

jubilation, O jubilation—
vanishing swiftly
as the sea’s lace dries in the sun,

but that was not history,
that was only faith,
and then each rock broke into its own nation,

then came the synod of flies,
then came the secretarial heron,
then came the bullfrog bellowing for a vote,

fireflies with bright ideas
and bats like jetting ambassadors
and the mantis, like khaki police,

and the furred caterpillars of judges
examining each page closely,
and then in the dark ears of ferns

and in the salt chuckle of rocks
with their sea-pools, there was the sound
like a rumour without any echo

of history, really beginning.