the quality of happiness is being out of time and in flow with presence,
it's essence is that it happens and cannot be pre-meditated.
Wednesday, April 27, 2016
to be true is not to be honest
and to be honest is not wise.
i always take the risk.
usually loved ones leave when
i get honest and they come back
when i stay honest.
to be honest is not to be true:
to be true is to stay on one's own way
without being a liar to oneself.
so one can be true and a liar, but to stay true and have an evolution in it honesty is indispensable. emotional honesty is difficult, emotional intelligence tells us
to go careful with it.
i cannot do this much.
Pink Floyd - Louder Than Words - Official Music Video
We bitch and we fight
Diss each other on sight
But this thing we do
These times together
Rain or shine or stormy weather
This thing we do
Diss each other on sight
But this thing we do
These times together
Rain or shine or stormy weather
This thing we do
With world-weary grace
We've taken our places
We could curse it or nurse it and give it a name
We've taken our places
We could curse it or nurse it and give it a name
It's louder than words
This thing that we do
Louder than words
The way it unfurls
It's louder than words
The sum of our parts
The beat of our hearts
Is louder than words
Louder than words
This thing that we do
Louder than words
The way it unfurls
It's louder than words
The sum of our parts
The beat of our hearts
Is louder than words
Louder than words
The strings bend and slide
As the hours glide by
An old pair of shoes, your favorite blues
Gonna tap out the rhythm
Let's go with the flow, wherever it goes
We're more than alive
As the hours glide by
An old pair of shoes, your favorite blues
Gonna tap out the rhythm
Let's go with the flow, wherever it goes
We're more than alive
purify my soul: hmm hmm hmmm
purify my soul,
i ask from me.
life purifies me,
love purges
and suffering
cleans
my inside out.
and all leaves
what is not needed
on the ground,
the riverbed
filled with stones
it is as if
i carry too many kinds
of marbles and rocks
and i don't know
did i pick them
or did they fall
into my bag?
i see myself
heavy, a liar,
mean and noisy,
howling at night,
crying with longing
but i know i am free
nobody is possessed
by another one:
i just want to be home
throw away my weight
and sing to you
when you take me
in your arms
hmm hmm hmmm
i will wash my face
and put the kettle on:
it is time for our coffee
my love,
the birds are up,
the sun is out,
hmm, hmm, hmmm
my god: i leave it,
it is a shit poem, but i like it,
somehow it is true this way
i ask from me.
life purifies me,
love purges
and suffering
cleans
my inside out.
and all leaves
what is not needed
on the ground,
the riverbed
filled with stones
it is as if
i carry too many kinds
of marbles and rocks
and i don't know
did i pick them
or did they fall
into my bag?
i see myself
heavy, a liar,
mean and noisy,
howling at night,
crying with longing
but i know i am free
nobody is possessed
by another one:
i just want to be home
throw away my weight
and sing to you
when you take me
in your arms
hmm hmm hmmm
i will wash my face
and put the kettle on:
it is time for our coffee
my love,
the birds are up,
the sun is out,
hmm, hmm, hmmm
my god: i leave it,
it is a shit poem, but i like it,
somehow it is true this way
Aus: "Die versprengten Worte Jesu", 1922, Hyperion Verlag München
"LXIX
Es spricht Jesus:
We sind die, die uns ziehen in das Königreich,
wenn das Reich im Himmel ist?
Können etwa die Vögel des Himmels erkennen,
was unter der Erde ist?
Und was im Himmel die Fische des Meeres?
So aber sind die, die euch zerren.
Und das Himmelreich ist nirgend sonstwo
als in eurem Innern.
Und wer sein Inneres erkennt,
der wird es finden.
Euch selbst erkennet vor dem Angesicht Gottes,
und Söhne seid ihr des Vaters, der vollkommen im Himmel.
Erkennet euch selbst vor des Menschen Angesicht,
und ihr seid da,
wo ihr erschrecken müßt
Papyrus Grenfell and Hunt Logion II, 2. "
Es spricht Jesus:
We sind die, die uns ziehen in das Königreich,
wenn das Reich im Himmel ist?
Können etwa die Vögel des Himmels erkennen,
was unter der Erde ist?
Und was im Himmel die Fische des Meeres?
So aber sind die, die euch zerren.
Und das Himmelreich ist nirgend sonstwo
als in eurem Innern.
Und wer sein Inneres erkennt,
der wird es finden.
Euch selbst erkennet vor dem Angesicht Gottes,
und Söhne seid ihr des Vaters, der vollkommen im Himmel.
Erkennet euch selbst vor des Menschen Angesicht,
und ihr seid da,
wo ihr erschrecken müßt
Papyrus Grenfell and Hunt Logion II, 2. "
Stay in - or Leave - a Relationship?
at least..it made me smile. so it is worth something.
but there are other ways for matured people who do not
have any actual pressure on them than to share unhappiness only
and as a routine. uff.
but there are other ways for matured people who do not
have any actual pressure on them than to share unhappiness only
and as a routine. uff.
today
today i am only worried for my friend.
she got stuck at night on a small airport not far from here,
because of snowing, hours in the plane,
overtired, frightened, probably crying with exhaustion,
and i don't know what is happening by now.
i love her and my stomach turns.
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