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Monday, November 21, 2016

LEONARD COHEN ,You Know Who I Am



o how i remember this...

Grateful Dead ,Janis Joplin , Lovelight 1970-07-16

Enigma , The Eyes Of Truth

Ship In The Sky , Woody Guthrie





and this is why we should treat everybody as a king or queen

just as we'd like to be treated and this is how we can sit together

around  a table

A. Vivaldi - Cello sonatas RV40/42/46 - Roel Dieltiens (1991)

Missing out, Adam Philipps, quotes


"All love stories are frustration stories.

...
It is as if, oddly, you were waiting for someone but you didn’t know who they were until they arrived. Whether or not you were aware that there was something missing in your life, you will be when you meet the person you want.
.....
However much you have been wanting and hoping and dreaming of meeting the person of your dreams, it is only when you meet them that you will start missing them. It seems that the presence of an object is required to make its absence felt (or to make the absence of something felt). A kind of longing may have preceded their arrival, but you have to meet in order to feel the full force of your frustration in their absence."

..and unfortunately so:

"Falling in love, finding your passion, are attempts to locate, to picture, to represent what you unconsciously feel frustrated about, and by."


https://www.brainpickings.org/2015/10/05/adam-phillips-missing-out-frustration-love/

Eiler Krag 
                         out of: An ABZ of Love, Inge and Sten Hegeler

Bird Song, for Janis, Grateful Dead, 8/27/72

To Lay Me Down ,Grateful Dead ,Radio City Music Hall, NY, 10-30-1980



would be ok.. got a bit of migraine..:-)

David Crosby,Jerry Garcia, (etc) - Mountain Song (v 2&3) - PERRO Sessio...

Enigma ,Amen



"I'm lost, I believe I will be found
In the silence of my nights
I can hear a distant voice
Someone out there is calling my name

Watch out
I'm not afraid"



Crosby, Nash , Guinnevere

Crosby , Nash , Song With No Words Teach Your Chi

Friedrich Hölderlin, Mnemosyne

Friedrich Hölderlin

Mnemosyne

Ältere Fassung



       Ein Zeichen sind wir, deutungslos
Schmerzlos sind wir und haben fast
Die Sprache in der Fremde verloren.
Wenn nämlich über Menschen
Ein Streit ist an dem Himmel und gewaltig
Die Monde gehn, so redet
Das Meer auch, und Ströme müssen
Den Pfad sich suchen.
Zweifellos
Ist aber Einer. Der
Kann täglich es ändern. Kaum bedarf er
Gesetz. Und es tönet das Blatt und Eichbäume wehn dann neben
Den Firnen. Denn nicht vermögen
Die Himmlischen alles. Nämlich es reichen
Die Sterblichen eh an den Abgrund. Also wendet es sich, das Echo,
Mit diesen. Lang ist
Die Zeit, es ereignet sich aber
Das Wahre.

Wie aber liebes? Sonnenschein
Am Boden sehen wir und trocknen Staub
Und tief mit Schatten die Wälder, und es blühet
An Dächern der Rauch, bei alter Krone
Der Türme, friedsam; und es girren
Verloren in der Luft die Lerchen und unter dem Tage weiden
Wohlangeführt die Schafe des Himmels.
Und Schnee, wie Maienblumen
Das Edelmütige, wo
Es seie, bedeutend, glänzet mit
Der grünen Wiese

Der Alpen, hälftig, da ging
Vom Kreuze redend, das
Gesetz ist unterwegs einmal
Gestorben, auf der schroffen Straß'
Ein Wandersmann mit
Dem andern, aber was ist dies?
Am Feigenbaum ist mein
Achilles mir gestorben,
Und Ajax liegt
An den Grotten, nahe der See,
An Bächen, benachbart dem Skamandros.
Vom Genius kühn ist . . . Windessausen, nach
Der heimatlichen Salamis süßer
Gewohnheit, in der Fremd
Ajax gestorben,
Patroklos aber in des Königes Harnisch. Und es starben
Noch andere viel. Mit eigener Hand
Viel traurige, wilden Muts, doch göttlich
Gezwungen, zuletzt, die anderen aber
Im Geschicke stehend, im Feld. Unwillig nämlich
Sind Himmlische, wenn einer nicht die Seele schonend sich
Zusammengenommen, aber er muß doch; dem
Gleich fehlet die Trauer.


   

Friedrich Hölderlin

Mnemosyne

Letzte Fassung

Reif sind, in Feuer getaucht, gekochet
Die Frucht und auf der Erde geprüfet und ein Gesetz ist,
Daß alles hineingeht, Schlangen gleich,
Prophetisch, träumend auf
Den Hügeln des Himmels. Und vieles
Wie auf den Schultern eine
Last von Scheitern ist
Zu behalten. Aber bös sind
Die Pfade. Nämlich unrecht,
Wie Rosse, gehn die gefangenen
Element' und alten
Gesetze der Erd. Und immer
Ins Ungebundne gehet eine Sehnsucht. Vieles aber ist
Zu behalten. Und not die Treue.
Vorwärts aber und rückwärts wollen wir
Nicht sehn. Uns wiegen lassen, wie
Auf schwankem Kahne der See.

Wie aber Liebes? Sonnenschein
Am Boden sehen wir und trockenen Staub
Und heimatlich die Schatten der Wälder und es blühet
An Dächern der Rauch, bei alter Krone
Der Türme, friedsam; gut sind nämlich,
Hat gegenredend die Seele
Ein Himmlisches verwundet, die Tageszeichen.
Denn Schnee, wie Maienblumen
Das Edelmütige, wo
Es seie, bedeutend, glänzet auf
Der grünen Wiese
Der Alpen, hälftig, da, vom Kreuze redend, das
Gesetzt ist unterwegs einmal
Gestorbenen, auf hoher Straß
Ein Wandersmann geht zornig,
Fern ahnend mit
Dem andern, aber was ist dies?
Am Feigenbaum ist mein
Achilles mir gestorben,
Und Ajax liegt
An den Grotten der See,
An Bächen, benachbart dem Skamandros.
An Schläfen Sausen einst, nach
Der unbewegten Salamis steter
Gewohnheit, in der Fremd, ist groß
Ajax gestorben,
Patroklos aber in des Königes Harnisch. Und es starben
Noch andere viel. Am Kithäron aber lag
Eleutherae, der Mnemosyne Stadt. Der auch, als
Ablegte den Mantel Gott, das Abendliche nachher löste
Die Locken. Himmlische nämlich sind
Unwillig, wenn einer nicht die Seele schonend sich
Zusammengenommen, aber er muß doch; dem
Gleich fehlet die Trauer.

Amazing Documentary on controling Money, Power, Government, Empire





just..to see and reflect...



Angela Merkel, Anne Will and ..a "talk" "show"

well i watched this tonight.
Mrs. Merkel going once again for elections as chancellor of our country, mine.
i don't mind. she stands for a way of balance..as much as can be.
i don't like her political party, it doesn't matter.
i don't like politics here or there anyway. they can only be dishonest
and cannot dare to deal with the true powers.
there were other guests, a psychoanalyst and psychiatrist, confused, complaining
about the way of life in our western societies.
The former mayor of Berlin, Klaus Wowereit.
An intelligent intellectual from the well known journal "Die Zeit", Giovanni di Lorenzo,chief editor.
this is a kind of praise, intellectual does not mean intelligent.
Mrs. Kramp-Karrenbauer, president of Saarland, at least clear and direct.
certainly, it was interesting.
it was however more interesting to see that none of all took up
banks and international finance and powerful corporations
questioning their influence on politics and in which way and how far
politicians can really effect any change,
all was about more cosmetic repairs
such as to pension schemes and housing...about how to deal with the AFD and right wing
political streams in this country , with immigration and uprising dictatorship such as in Turkey
and most of all about the qualification of Angela Merkel.
It is all so foreseeable, i wonder why i watched it.
nothing..new or ...better.
just talk, just show.





licht ist überall

ich kam aus den bergen, roter schotter und erde 
rollten herab mit schwarzen grauen und braunen steinen, mit quarz 
und granit und kakteen und schuppenden blättern, ich kam über felsen und hänge.
du warst nicht da. aber unten 
in der schlucht sah ich dein rotes langes haar über die kristallen spiegelnden wasser wehen, 
ich wartete. ich warte. ich bin da. überall ist licht. licht ist überall.

a journey of passion

he came to the temple.
it found him rather than he had 
looked for it, an ancient and secret 
place caved under pine trees.
a voice reached him, her voice,
and her fragrance was in the air.
the wind bringing her essence entered his soul, he felt longing for her 
who would not show herself. she undressed behind a rock to take 
her bath, and meditating in holiness she could not see him, not listen to his call, the words of a mortal man could not touch her.
she was the sybil, the oracle, answering questions or not was up to her.
maybe she was an ugly old hag with warts on her nose and legs like
an elephant's , maybe bald and one eyed.
he couldn't know.
but her voice singing to herself made him feel lonelier than before and he wanted to know if she could shed and burn her skin and come out through the curtains as the princess he had always wished to meet, equal to him and his royal blood.
when the sybil noticed his presence she lit a candle to burn his scent.
her language was foreign and came hoarse and broken through a slit in the ceiling.
ask, she said, i am ready. 
but he stayed silent from this day until
the end of his life.
he found nothing to ask.
and language made no more sense to him.
outside he undressed, laid down his shield and armor, his sword, his spear, all under the eye of the sky.
silently he embraced a tree, then walked away into the woods.
when he arrived home naked in his court people feared his eyes and laid down their weapons, some laughed with embarrassment, others wanted to kill him.
but he could not be moved to rule nor to speak, a king to himself and not to others. time passed. one day his folk lifted him dead from  his throne like a dried chameleon and buried him in the garden.
nobody ever knew what happened.
stories came and were replaced.
he was struck by a dragon, his throat was torn out by a demon, he was captured by a magician and brought home by a raven. people tried to find a sense. there was no sense, and this is what nobody could see, nobody could believe.





Janis Joplin, Trouble In Mind

Hearing,Joshua Trotter

HEARING


Mornings after we gave up words, we still loved
to lie and graze the day awake
watching our old chit-chat thatch the street like rain.

Blessed are the dead that the rain rains upon
now the dead grow sound limbs to stand upon
nourished by discourse we once loved.

In their sodden crypts they sigh awake
solitary, listening to the rain
heartened by our lost and rousing homilies—the rain

engaging vacant brains it falls upon
until everyone we love or once loved
is dying tonight or lying still awake

listening, for our sake, as rain rains the dead awake.
There’s something diplomatic about rain
strewing cool phrase upon cool phrase upon . . .

But here I pray that none whom once I loved
has held words they loved from rain; I’m held awake
by heavy sentences the rain might lay upon them.


http://briancampbell.blogspot.de/2014/03/sunday-poem.html