Krapp's Last Tape ,John Hurt, Samuel Beckett

"Hell is not punishment,
it's training. "
Shunryu Suzuki

Live and invent, Samuel Beckett

so~ another one stuck in words and at the same time walking out,

and in a way of losing identity together with ideology

but to find himself~

Live and invent.
I have tried.
I must have tried.
Invent.
It is not the word. 
Neither is to live.
No matter.
I have tried. […]
I say living without knowing what it is.
I tried to live without knowing what I was trying.
Perhaps I have lived afterall,
without knowing.

SAMUEL BECKETT