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Sunday, April 13, 2014

about authenticity

About authenticity

( Over the last months I read some excellent,some wonderful poems. But there were also these which came across as non-authentic. Sometimes maybe because somebody tried too hard to be different or to increase his/her importance with other people’s suffering and with tales of heroism (which I hate). Or sometimes just maybe because the text had to fit the rhyme. Or because the phrase found was so wonderful, it had to be used: it could have been used later.)

there is a full moon
i smell wild boars
in the dark of the forest

it is april
and i blossom
restlessly
shooting the sky

yes.
i agree,
this is poetic
and it
may be
a bore.

but if you watch
 a war on tv:
why do you write
as if you were there?
you in your chair.

if you
don’t love:
why pretend
and molest me?

if you like pus
ok
then there may be
a certain degree
of
authenticity


but if you think
that i need pus,
amputations,
heroes,
flies ,wounds,
maggots,
crucifications,
flagellations

all from you
who has no experience
with  torture,
prisons, ditches
not even hunger ,thirst
not even freezing

you cannot
frighten
me enough
to make me
listen


why don’t you pull
your own toe nail?

even if your skies
are ever so azzurro,
lilac and deep

even if your genitals
are as voluptuously
swollen
as your brain

even if rain falls
and washes it all away
why should I read?



(peace…?)

a poet

a poet

a poet doesn't need
blood , wars,
violets , perfumes

a poet
needs space,
needs to listen to
what is not said.

a poet
needs to make
silence dance

his words
are not words
but signs


and a breath
to
make you shiver


his words
are a language
of nomads

but you
will not be led
across the dunes

but out

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

today i am silent

today i am silent

today i am silent,
tonight

at day
i am a rock
amidst chaos,
wishes
suffering
desire
blindness

at day
i translate
words into
meaning

at day
i am there
between
their
nights,
which
they do not
understand


at night
i am alone
i howl
with the stars
and I feel
the earth turn
in my blood

at night
i am desire
and
i move
out of
my shadow

i do not suffer
i am not hungry
nor  thirsty

there is
nothing wrong,
not even me.

i am human
that’s all

at night
i translate
meaning

into words

Friday, April 4, 2014

there is the scent of spring

apple blossom mornings

i am at sea,
dizzy
with the waves,
my courage unbroken

i tied myself
to the mast,
sails set
for the morning

after all
there is nothing to lose.
i am here anyway
rolling and rolling

i will see
the apple trees
blossom
at dawn