buddha and roses: dream of flying

this is what i see from my bed

darkness

darkness
falls
softly
like snowflakes
on my heart.

i need
your eyes
to see
my light.

i spread
my wings
to make you fly.

but the sky
comes
down.

Peter Gabriel HD - "Mercy Street" - New Blood Orchestra - Live in London

rainy, cold. extremely depressed, but i know why. i cannot let go.

to die and to live

to die is painful until you are dead. i am pre-occupied with living meanwhile.