soon i will be tired of it all

this year

is another year

as last year

one follows

the other

for a long time now

getting older

maybe bored

not wiser

but grumpy

it is the year

when most of my age

stop to work

it is the year

when i will be

a grandfather of three

it is another year

and this year

i have no plans

i am tired of plans

and honestly,

i am tired of life

i am exhausted

circling around myself

and you or you

my mind is sleepy

with all this cutting

through veils and veils

of being and non-being.

i will rest in my essence.

I see no need to share.

whenever i will say

good day 

i will say

good bye

until i die.

is it like this?

then it shall be.

nothing changes but me

and the weather

and the weather report.