i don't need quotes

i don't need quotes.
i can quote myself.
Dr.F. said today: Fc it all.
And i heard what he thought:
i care for myself,
this is something.
He grinned.
It was a tired kind of smile.
I worry,
he may turn into a cynic,
but most times i know him
to walk in serene maliciousness.
this is different.

good bye, Dr.F., good night
and good morning.
sleep.
sleep in the winter of your dreams.
listen to this lullaby.

lose all, win all,
fall down, get up,
stay with me.
don't long for the sea.
be.
lose all, win all.
sleep
in the deep.
sleep.