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Saturday, April 30, 2016

When i am silent, Rumi

When I am silent,
I fall into the place where everything is music

Rumi

Jens Gad - The Orbiting Suns

Pink Floyd ,Childhood's end





You shout in your sleep.
Perhaps the price is just too stepp.
Is your conscience at rest if once put to the test?
You awake with a start to just the beating of your heart.
Just one man beneath the sky,
Just two ears, just two eyes.
You set sail across the sea of longpast thoughts and memories.
Childhood's end,
Your fantasies merge with harsh realities.
And then as the sail is hoist,
You find your eyes are growing moist.
All the fears never voiced say you have to make your final choice.
Who are you and who am I to say we know the reason why?
Some are born;
Some men die beneath one infinite sky.
There'll be war, there'll be peace.
But everything one day will cease.
All the iron turned to rust;
All the proud men turned to dust.
And so all things, time will mend.
So this song will end.


Felix Mendelssohn "Violin Concerto E minor" Johanna Martzy

Lisa Gerrard- Come Quietly

Lisa Gerrard - Of Love Undone

just another day, from papers done going out

Marc Ribot - happiness is a warm gun

La voce toa,Canzoniere Grecanico Salentino feat Piers Faccini





if there is a hardness in the heart
it must be broken, must be broken
if there are words inside untold
they must be spoken
if there is a candle burning at the shrine
it must burn down, it must burn down
until the very last drop of wax is spent
this hope will have no ground

wherever i turn
wherever i spin
these are the words
of the dance we're in
la voce toa nu l'hai timire
la voce toa falla sentire

if there is sadness welling at the throat
the tears must run the tears must run
as raindrops fill the ocean
it must be released and sung
if there are voices silenced in the darkness
louder they'll shout louder they'll shout
the crowds will take the streets
their anger must be let out

wherever i turn
wherever i spin
and these are the words
of the times we're in
la voce toa nu l'hai timire
la voca toa falla sentire
la voce toa nu l'hai timire
la voca toa famme sentire

Marc Ribot Trio - I'm Confessin' (That I Love You)



why confessin' ?

Why Work is Easier Than Love

quote, other blog, kingdom of heaven

"So the kingdom of heaven is an inward or inner state; and it is incontrovertibly present within every human being, at all times, because the kingdom of heaven cannot be separated from the material; the material is the final emanation of the kingdom of heaven on the spiritual Ray of Creation.."

http://zenyogagurdjieff.blogspot.de/2016/04/the-kingdom-of-heaven-is-within.html


( photo from he same link)

Garuda, the messenger of Gods who stole amrita and who is immune against poison:


Jacqueline du Pre - Brahms cello sonata e minor

Bob Dylan - "All The Way (Audio)"



When somebody loves you
It's no good unless he loves you, all the way
Happy to be near you 
When you need someone to cheer you, all the way

Taller than the tallest tree is
That's how it's got to feel
Deeper than the deep blue sea is
That's how deep it goes, if it's real

When somebody needs you
It's no good unless he needs you, all the way
Through the good or lean years
And for all the in between years, come what may

Who know where the road will lead us
Only a fool would say
But if you'll let me love you
It's for sure I'm gonna love you, all the way, all the way

Thursday, April 28, 2016

The frog princess 1954 Царевна лягушка Russian animation English subtitles



too nice...:-)

Lisa Gerrard ♡ Wandering Star

wer und wo ich bin



der klang meiner stimme ist
wie schnee,
der am morgen friert.

der geruch meiner tränen
ist salzig
wie das meer,
das die möwen ruft.

die haut meiner träume
schließt mir
die augen.

mein herz
singt in den kellern
der nacht.

und nur hier
finde ich
den ton
aus
weite und licht.

wenn du gehst
weiß ich nicht,
wer ich bin.

wenn du kommst,
weiß ich nicht,
wo ich bin.



Jorge De La Vega & Lito Vitale - Milonga Sin Palabras (Piazzolla)

Dead Can Dance Lifetime 1988





What is a man without virtue?
Who would be king for a day but lacks the conviction?
What is a woman without love?
Who lacks the experience to give her children?
Life means 
Time is
There is a child without home 
Who withers beneath the dark star, the fool's intervention

Within the dance of our hearts 
There is room within our soul, the fruits of compassion
Our kingdom may come
Maybe today, maybe tomorrow, maybe a lifetime
Our kingdom may come
Maybe today, maybe tomorrow, only a lifetime

Johann Sebastian Bach - Flute Concertos (2008)

listening...now...now is now in listening,

here music dissolving pain and transforming suffering

into clouds flying with the wind and rain falling

to give itself to soil and growth



no, in my garden

windmills of the mind..

Up..Hohengundelfingen



Buttenhausen, Lautertal


Queen - Love Of My Life (Official Video)

can a heart be broken? or is it just the child in us, which cannot survive but maimed

when acceptance is not enough and joy is destroyed, even more so by oneself,

the ego taking blind revenge?



Pink Floyd - Hey You

Jacqueline du Pre - Kol nidrei (orchestral version)

i wouldn't mind to have my friends listen to this when i die,

but really, i'd prefer a dancing party with live jazz and

reggae and good beer and food and loads of laughing,

about me too.....and please, for God's sake , don't wear black

and do not give me protestant complaintive church songs about

earth and life as a dark valley of  wailing...

who knows, maybe i can stll hear...

and if somebody steals my ashes

and spreads them across the sea from a mountain:

you'll make me happy. and you'll be my friend for the stealing

with whom i can smile when you will visit me....thank you



Chelsea Wolfe - Halfsleeper

Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros "Up From Below" Live Acoustic

asking oneself questions

as the observer is involved in observation and as there is nothing happening
which is independent from the observer's eyes
it can be easily concluded that the question as well as the way of question
gives an impulse to life inside and around us.

it is difficult to ask the right questions, onself more  than others maybe,
as life happens and breaks onto and into us in confusing situations.

in human relationships which are as free as can be possible from
outside rules partners have to learn to ask the right questions in a given moment
not only in order to understand but in order not to create
even more misunderstanding than is inherent in each
human relation.

Einstein said that God doesn't play dice with the world.
Everything happening has a meaning, and our questions have a meaning
too which enters and changes the course of life.

with a big heart lightening laugh i see that i can learn to stick
to question myself and learn from another one just as well as she can do the same.
and questioning we change the world more than by answering with what we already know.
is this not absolutely wonderful?

Wednesday, April 27, 2016

what is happiness

the quality of happiness is being out of time and in flow with presence,
it's essence is that it happens and cannot be pre-meditated.

to be true is not to be honest

and to be honest is not wise.
i always take the risk.
usually loved ones leave when
i get honest and they come back
when i stay honest.
to be honest is not to be true:
to be true is to stay on one's own way
without being a liar to oneself.
so one can be true and a liar, but to stay true and have an evolution in it honesty is indispensable. emotional honesty is difficult, emotional intelligence tells us
to go careful with it.
i cannot do this much.

Pink Floyd - Louder Than Words - Official Music Video







We bitch and we fight
Diss each other on sight
But this thing we do
These times together
Rain or shine or stormy weather
This thing we do
With world-weary grace
We've taken our places
We could curse it or nurse it and give it a name
It's louder than words
This thing that we do
Louder than words
The way it unfurls
It's louder than words
The sum of our parts
The beat of our hearts
Is louder than words
Louder than words
The strings bend and slide
As the hours glide by
An old pair of shoes, your favorite blues
Gonna tap out the rhythm
Let's go with the flow, wherever it goes
We're more than alive

Schubert : Arpeggione Sonata /Yo-Yo Ma & Rudolf Firkušný

purify my soul: hmm hmm hmmm

purify my soul,
i ask from me.
life purifies me,
love purges

and suffering
cleans
my inside out.
and all leaves

what is not needed
on the ground,
the riverbed
filled with stones

it is as if
i carry too many kinds
of marbles and rocks
and i don't know

did i pick them
or did they fall
into my bag?
i see myself

heavy, a liar,
mean and noisy,
howling at night,
crying with longing

but i know i am free
nobody is possessed
by another one:
i just want to be home

throw away my weight
and sing to you
when you take me
in your arms

hmm hmm hmmm
i will wash my face
and put the kettle on:
it is time for our coffee

my love,
the birds are up,
the sun is out,
hmm, hmm, hmmm


my god: i leave it,
it is a shit poem, but i like it,
somehow it is  true this way








Aus: "Die versprengten Worte Jesu", 1922, Hyperion Verlag München

"LXIX

Es spricht Jesus:
We sind die, die uns ziehen in das Königreich,
wenn das Reich im Himmel ist?
Können etwa die Vögel des Himmels erkennen,
was unter der Erde ist?
Und was im Himmel die Fische des Meeres?
So aber sind die, die euch zerren.

Und das Himmelreich ist nirgend sonstwo
als in eurem Innern.
Und wer sein Inneres erkennt,
der wird es finden.
Euch selbst erkennet vor dem Angesicht Gottes,
und Söhne seid ihr des Vaters, der vollkommen im Himmel.

Erkennet euch selbst vor des Menschen Angesicht,
und ihr seid da,
wo ihr erschrecken müßt

Papyrus Grenfell and Hunt Logion II, 2. "


Pînk Floyd - Paranoid eyes



no.



Stay in - or Leave - a Relationship?

at least..it made me smile. so it is worth something.

but there are other ways for matured people who do not

have any actual pressure on them than to share unhappiness only

and as a routine. uff.



yesterday,Ulm