what i meant and to say is nothing

    for Alice coming with starships

    

    

   when i wrote

   to you

   i wanted to say

   it feels right

   what i feel,

   more and more.

   i am here

   in our sleep

   i am in the dark

   i am in the light

   i am in the sound

   i am in the silence

   and i find you

   as i find me.

   i find inside,

   i find outside,

   all meeting,

   all moving,

   all touching,

   near and far

   i find us

   all fluid

   all lucid

   through clouds

   in dreams,

   in flight,

   in sinking. and

   in imperfection

   i find infinity,

   in a whisper

   and without.

   sometimes

  i hold my breath,

  joy and pain

  so clear together.

  i search your hand

  when i step out

  of starships

  into this space

  we had forlorn

  i hold you

  when you rise,

  i hold you

  when you fall.

  good night.