and more than 25 years of professional life in a container, sweet release to get rid of ‚things'.
i will still work next year, part time, with other doctors, slowly stepping out.
i hope to be more out and moving, walking, riding, travelling-when i shall live.
life is rich or can be.
when i shall be dead, sela.
i have no more expectations. most had and have been filled before, in good and in bad. i pay
25 000 euros now for prescriptions above budget. i buy peace, i cannot fight the system without having my remaining years spoilt with files, lawyers, courts.
so good bye and bom dia.
i lost all desire. maybe it can wake again, intuition tells me nothing, maybe life will.
it is not ‚the' past bringing adversary happenings walking through my sleep, it is the last years.
when this will be solved without words, i can go and live in peace.
or die in peace.
it is the same.
No comments:
Post a Comment