nobody will steal your controls

in dreamland there was a house, a spring  near, trees, a lake, a small river.

in dreamland sky knew all.

Mother knew not to speak words and father knew only two sounds.

Mother wanted to tell her son: cry if you need to cry, laugh when you laugh. if you wish to fly, fly. you must leave all you possess and walk out of the house, you must climb a mountain and take off your clothes, then unfold your wings and jump. and a tear run down her old cheek, she was afraid he could die.

and she wanted to tell her daughter: when you go to your love, leave your rings and bangles in another room, your clothes,your mirror, your past, your controls, your habits, your mask, your opinions,comparisons, 

your fears,your expectations,all,leave all there,

nobody will steal them. go naked. do not jump, flow, do not embrace, be embrace, do not love, be love.

you will be always free. find your ways.

and another tear collected in her eye.

her children were in her heart.

and she knew all, all on  giving love, all on being alone, all on being a woman.

Father understood, and when he hummed ‚mmmm‘,the apple tree moved, 

and golden leaves fell to the ground like tears, 

and when he whispered ‚ffff‘ , they were blown across the lake.

and the sun laughed in the water.