con-flict

i could play games with words,
i could,
does con-flict make me con-vict?

no enlightenment but soothing music.,,last post.

underneath i am boiling ,
no idea what to do
or rather
i know what i should do
but  ...

to keep talking is sometimes not the best option.
who says i want to stop smoking didn't stop
and maybe never will.

in the end the act stands naked, present,
and then the moment fills with power,
uncontrollable momentums, forces, demons and angels
gain pace, take space,
the past vanishes going into this very act
which will again be another forever memory.

this is how we must live...