I carry your heart with me (carry it in), e.e.cummings, &me

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in

my heart)i am never without it(anywhere

i go you go, my dear;a nd whatever is done

by only me is your doing, my darling)

                                                      i fear

no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want

no world(for beautiful you are my world, my true)

and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows

higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

me:

..this is true, has been true..still i cannot bear this nor end this, and here i am helpless, have been helpless..meeting the other side i resisted love and

turned violent...felt like molesting you, my dear, you made me feel so, being unheard and ignored...

i hurt you, i hurt me...and never know your heart's way, never know it 

taking me in, never knew...not reaching i swim against the waves..maybe i rise, maybe i rise, maybe i fly...and still i carry your heart in me,

in midsummer nights, with the new moon, in hostile  cities , in the noise

of life, under my masks, with the falling leaves, the rain, on the snow,

with the cry of crows, in company and alone, wherever i will be. nobody dies. nobody loved ever dies...