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Wednesday, December 7, 2016

to a lady i loved

you always knew
you cannot feel,
you wanted to be out,
not with me

you defined rules,
borders, conditions
and i will not
take them anymore

i see no future
in control nor
in obsession
with guilt

i see no sense
in not creating
and i see no sense
in creating

i see no sense
in flow
but i'd enjoy
if it was there

either i feel
or i don't,
feeling has
been undone.

patience is waiting
and waiting is
not a way to be,
and now i am.

as said, drunk and stoned...







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