today i am silent
today i am
silent,
tonight
at day
i am a rock
amidst chaos,
wishes
suffering
desire
blindness
at day
i translate
words into
meaning
at day
i am there
between
their
nights,
which
they do not
understand
at night
i am alone
i howl
with the
stars
and I feel
the earth
turn
in my blood
at night
i am desire
and
i move
out of
my shadow
i do not
suffer
i am not
hungry
nor thirsty
there is
nothing wrong,
not even me.
i am human
that’s all
at night
i translate
meaning
into words
