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Friday, April 14, 2017

"Nisi Dominus - Cum Dederit" de Antonio Vivaldi. Andreas Scholl.wmv

Dead Can Dance , De Profundis (Out Of The Depths Of Sorrow)

Jay Leeming, Lao-Tzu in Exile

Lao-Tzu in Exile

At last I’ve chosen water as my boat,
Here where jackal’s cries grind down the moon.     
The way of heaven is an empty road.
 
Our names are paper ships: they do not float
For long. Success is a great misfortune.
At last I’ve chosen water as my boat.

The Emperor’s court was an ill-fitting coat;
It was men shouting in a crowded room. 
The way of heaven is an empty road
 
Vanishing in darkness. The leaves of oaks     
Can never fall too late or too soon.
At last I’ve chosen water as my boat
 
For it returns to the sea, as a bell’s note
Fades into the echoing air of noon.      
The way of heaven is this empty road

Which I walk. A single strand of smoke;
Stars shimmering above endless dunes.
At last I’ve chosen water as my boat.
The way of heaven is an empty road.

Jay Leeming

When The Clouds , The House of Sleep

on a dying friend:

death of a girl

(18.04.2017, 00.16 am)

so young, so full
with energy,
all one cry for help
she couldn’t ask.

all bent on destruction
to flee a world
in which she saw
no home for her soul.

all one protest
against the slow
death in prison,
the way of adults.

all one warm heart
and nearness without
and with words,
open and wounded.

all one ecstasy of
suffering  and joy,
never complaining,
growing towards death

by a needle, by a needle.
worse than needles in her
deep  sweet child soul,
wounds and raw rage,

she run towards
escape, now dying,
bleeding, soon
reaching the other side

and what Goethe said,
filled with the East,
digging in his nose
filled with Goethe,

what kind of God to
only push from outside
to whirl the universe
circling around one finger,

she and i, we didn’t believe.
but her nightmares won
over the vision of children
who are born with future.

each one lost so young
is another loss of hope,
a black finger
swearing at our sky

and burning a hole
in our mind,
in our faith,
in our life.

i wish her peace, to reach peace and a long kind sleep


Rumi:
"You sit here for days saying, This is strange business. You're the strange business.
 You have the energy of the sun in you, but you keep knotting it up at the base of your spine. 
You're some weird kind of gold that wants to stay melted in the furnace, 
so you won't have to become coins."

3 Clarinets , Swing that music

Fred Hersch ,Tango

Ogro...

Pentangle ,Springtime Promises

Meredith Monk ,Travel Dream Song

On kindness, Phillips, Taylor,open-heartedness, quotes

kindness translates as "open-heartedness"...

"Everybody is vulnerable at every stage of their lives; everybody is subject to illness, accident, personal tragedy, political and economic reality. This doesn’t mean that people aren’t also resilient and resourceful. Bearing other people’s vulnerability — which means sharing in it imaginatively and practically without needing to get rid of it, to yank people out of it — entails being able to bear one’s own. Indeed it would be realistic to say that what we have in common is our vulnerability; it is the medium of contact between us, what we most fundamentally recognize in each other."
...

"The pleasure of kindness is that it connects us with others; but the terror of kindness is that it makes us too immediately aware of our own and other people’s vulnerabilities (vulnerabilities that we are prone to call failings when we are at our most frightened). Vulnerability — particularly the vulnerability we call desire — is our shared biological inheritance. Kindness, in other words, opens us up to the world (and worlds) of other people in ways that we both long for and dread."

....

It is not that real kindness requires people to be selfless, it is rather that real kindness changes people in the doing of it, often in unpredictable ways. Real kindness is an exchange with essentially unpredictable consequences. It is a risk precisely because it mingles our needs and desires with the needs and desires of others, in a way that so-called self-interest never can… Kindness is a way of knowing people beyond our understanding of them.

On kindness

Sir John Tavener, Mother of God, here I stand - Exultate Singers

poem for my birthday, April 9, born on Easter Sunday 1950, video

Rumi,.....give away

"Before death takes away what you are given, give away what there is to give."

Dhun Vaishnav Jan To , Based on Raga Mishra Khamaj

i carry your heart, E E Cummings, Tom O'Bedlam

Fred Hersch ,Anat Cohen , Doce de Coco (Jacob de Bandolim)

Robert Bly, Poetry Reading,The Untempered Soul (2007)