Monday, March 4, 2019
diary note
just got a bit of flue. feel a tightening in my chest. a subdued fear arising out of the memory and knowledge of this body, me.
so i talk to me, to my fear which has not defined and framed my way of life for long.
i listen to me saying that final disintegration will be a release though as long a i can feel energy and joy and curiosity i wish to live forever. forever now.
and calmness returns. it is as if the body understands that life is also an effort, a tension, a work and often a burden. and to leave is nothing bad. more a quality jump, a release,
the falling apart of a system, all regrouping, life and death connected with each breath of each being.
i can hear music.
and am it and in it.
so. good night.
Von meinem iPhone gesendet
so i talk to me, to my fear which has not defined and framed my way of life for long.
i listen to me saying that final disintegration will be a release though as long a i can feel energy and joy and curiosity i wish to live forever. forever now.
and calmness returns. it is as if the body understands that life is also an effort, a tension, a work and often a burden. and to leave is nothing bad. more a quality jump, a release,
the falling apart of a system, all regrouping, life and death connected with each breath of each being.
i can hear music.
and am it and in it.
so. good night.
Von meinem iPhone gesendet
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