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Sunday, April 30, 2017

Bob Dylan , If Not For You





well..no, i could find the door :-)

we are not quite so helpless as we sometimes tend to imagine,

maybe it can be  a kind of wishful thinking, to be a baby mothered again,

sounds a bit American man, Mama and psychotherapy...:-), or maybe it is

a kind of unconscious internalized mimicry stuff, the crying baby trying

to attract Mama's attention?

but: i definitely like the song.

just must...as i am who i am...smile a bit, not without  humour with myself,

though i am not American but a man too...an old and a childish man at times.



i like the song because to hear the robin sing is another experience when

one is in love...with whosoever, with life or with a woman or  even with oneself.

Erich Fromm,The Sane Society, quotes

Fromm writes:

"In the realm of feeling, the productive orientation is expressed in love, which is the experience of union with another person, with all men, and with nature, under the condition of retaining one’s sense of integrity and independence. In the experience of love the paradox happens that two people become one, and remain two at the same time. Love in this sense is never restricted to one person. If I can love only one person, and nobody else, if my love for one person makes me more alienated and distant from my fellow man, I may be attached to this person in any number of ways, yet I do not love."

............................................................................................................
"If I can say, “I love you,” I say, “I love in you all of humanity, all that is alive; I love in you also myself.” 
Self-love, in this sense, is the opposite of selfishness. "
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"Productive love always implies a syndrome of attitudes; that of care, responsibility, respect and knowledge.

If I love, I care — that is, I am actively concerned with the other person’s growth and happiness; I am not a spectator.

I am responsible, that is, I respond to his needs, to those he can express and more so to those he cannot or does not express.

I respect him, that is (according to the original meaning of re-spicere) I look at him as he is, objectively and not distorted by my wishes and fears.

I know him, I have penetrated through his surface to the core of his being and related myself to him from my core, from the center, as against the periphery, of my being."

moby, harbour with lyrics

moby ,dream about me - iTunes originals version - 2005.wmv



well, it is not a lie when óne doesn't all time say all so-called truths
as being opinions, thoughts and memories...etc

Moby,Flying foxes

Moby , Mothers of The Night

an eerie sight


a farmer's fireplace in the fields..
looks a bit like a dead animal..

evening walk, Schwäbische Alb








Moby , Almost Home

Manu Chao , Mala Vida

Manu Chao , Merry Blues

manu chao, proxima estacion esperanza , infinita tristeza

Madrugada ft. Ane Brun - Lift me (+Lyrics)

The Divine Comedy , The Lost Art Of Conversation

David Bowie , Wild Is The Wind

Otis Redding , I've Been Loving You Too Long

Solomon Burke ,None Of Us Are Free (HD)

Ryuichi Sakamoto , bibo no aozora

Pampa , Gustavo Santaolalla

Keeping Quiet, Pablo Neruda, Sylvia Boorstein reads

Eleni Karaindrou,The Weeping Meadow

Kate Tempest , Don't Fall In





[Verse 1]
We came from the four corners, we are the raw waters
The course the four horsemen would drink from, the water that pours
We carry the river, the reservoir, the residue
Rising waves, she sprayed the inevitable
Churn across many voices in our vape
As we surge and gush, we were steam and a distant heat
We move rapid over landscape, gatherin' speed
Desert, land, city, forest, and beach
Headin' for the people that sleep, ready to bleed
Unleash the torrents, come clean
Carry many lessons that the water teach
But you better learn to swim or you'll get caught beneath

[Hook]
Hard rain falling on all the halfhearted
Half formed, fast walking, half fury, half boredom
Hard talking, half dead from exhaustion
Half pushed but the puddles keep forming, don't fall in

[Verse 2]
Some saw us in their tea leaves, some felt us in their knees
Most left it to the weathermen to tell them there was nothing to see
You can play dumb and ignore for so long
But we've been in the mountains gettin' strong
We've seen you filling up the sky with your fumes
Sitting in your rooms like you're all that ever lived
Heads down to the lives of the others in your towns
Running from the rains like you've never been kissed, look
Leave your possessions and fun so your friends
That you've gone to make peace with the things you've never done
Come dance in the deluge, spill like the flood
The weathervane swings, things will never change
Single the moneymen who close their eyes and pretend
That this rumble must be low planes, so strange

[Hook]
Hard rain falling on all the halfhearted
Half formed, fast walking, half fury, half boredom
Hard talking, half dead from exhaustion
Half pushed but the puddles keep forming, don't fall in

[Verse 3]
And they will run to the highest hill, consult their old books
Ask the dead mystics for wisdom they don't trust
The people will flock to the garages
Stockpile canisters of gasoline, tinned fish, and bandages
Count the seconds between the thunder and the lightning
Scared of every other body runnin' 'round frightened
"We can't carry on like this," you will mutter
Staring with disgust at the people weepin' in the gutter
"Yeah, we made no trouble, we played by the rules
I worked double shift to get my kids from school!"
But you were so focused on your own little part
You went plowin' on blind in the dark, no heart
Now we're not the dreaded storm that will end things
We're just your playful, gale force friend in these end times
Come to remind you you're not an island

Life is much broader than borders
But who can afford to think over the walls of this fortress?
Of course, it's important to provide roof and floorboards
For you and yours and be secure in your fortunes
But you're more than the three or four you go to war for
You're part of a people that need your support
And, who's world is it if it belongs to these corporates?
The people are left on the doorstep, door shut
Nauseous and tortured by all that they've lost

[Hook]
Hard rain falling on all the halfhearted
Half formed, fast walking, half fury, half boredom
Hard talking, half dead from exhaustion
Half pushed but the puddles keep forming, don't fall in

Kate Tempest , Icarus

Kate Tempest , End Times

Kate Tempest , We Die (Live on KEXP)







"Everything's connected, right? Everything's connected


And even if I can't read it, right? Everything's a message



We die so the others can be born


We age so the others can be young


The point of life is live, love


if you can, then pass it on"


Saturday, April 29, 2017

The Mistery of Bulgarian voices , Who Am I?





As if from a deep slumber...

From whose eyes do I see?
Who does this cursed face belong to?
I can hardly hear the vague voice calling
Like a scream echoing from afar

Will I ever understand?
How to embrace
This unknown face
And turn sin into hope?

With my heart, I'm seeking
A path through my uncharted fate
I have no mother's protection
I have nothing on this earth

Until I have found a Redemption
In the hearth of the night
I run from myself
My feet sinking

As if from a deep slumber...



The Bulgarian Voices Angelite, Moscow Art Trio, Huun-Huur-Tu, Earl...

huun-huur-tu , bulgarian voices , fly, fly, fly my sadness - legend

The Bulgarian Voices Angelite , Wave

Bobby McFerrin, The Kuumba Singers, Circle Song (trad.)

Bobby McFerrin , The Bulgarian Voices Angelite, Tapan Bie

Joan Baez, Donna, Donna

Pentangle , A Woman Like You



what ideas...

Watch the Stars, Renbourn, McShee

Thursday, April 27, 2017

neighbour's garden: promise of spring?

Björk ,Cover Me - Post

Björk , Come to Me 1993

Dinah Washington, This Bitter Earth



This bitter earth
Well, what a fruit it bears
What good is love
Mmh, that no one shares?
And if my life is like the dust
Ooh, that hides the glow of a rose
What good am I?
Heaven only knows
Oh, this bitter earth
Yes, can it be so cold?
Today you're young
Too soon you're old
But while a voice
Within me cries
I'm sure someone
May answer my call
And this bitter earth, ooh
May not, oh be so bitter after all

more stories April narrates

Iron & Wine , Naked As We Came (Our Endless Numbered Days)

Patty Griffin , Rain

Salif Keita ,Cesaria Evora , Yamore HD Official video

Dead Combo , Rumbero

WAITS , Dead Combo, LIVE

DEAD COMBO ,SOPA DE CAVALO CANSADO, Live

Dead Combo , Menina Dança #1

Dead Combo , waiting for nick at rick's café

Max Richter , Embers

frozen survivors


Wednesday, April 26, 2017

Keith Jarrett , Eyes of the Heart [Full Album]

Max Richter, From the Art of Mirrors, Mnemographies

Fausto ,É o mar que nos chama, Por Este Rio Acima (LP 1982)

Fausto , Porque não me vês

PARA O MEU CORAÇÃO , Pablo Neruda

PARA O MEU CORAÇÃO 


Pablo Neruda

Para o meu coração basta o teu peito,
para a tua liberdade as minhas asas.
Da minha boca chegará até ao céu
o que dormia sobre a tua alma.
És em ti a ilusão de cada dia.
Como o orvalho tu chegas às corolas.
Minas o horizonte com a tua ausência.
Eternamente em fuga como a onda.
Eu disse que no vento ias cantando
como os pinheiros e como os mastros.
Como eles tu és alta e taciturna.
E ficas logo triste, como uma viagem.
Acolhedora como um velho caminho.
Povoam-te ecos e vozes nostálgicas.
Eu acordei e às vezes emigram e fogem
pássaros que dormiam na tua alma.

manuel antónio pina, mateus 26, 26

Tomai, este é o meu corpo:
formas e símbolos.

Fora de mim, o meu reino
Desmembra-se dentro de mim.

E o que fala falta-me
dentro do coração.

E estou sozinho fora de mim
como um coração ora de mim.



manuel antónio pina

Koan de la iluminación, Leo Zelada

Koan de la iluminación

-Maestro ¿qué es la sabiduría?
-La no pregunta

-Maestro ¿qué es la renuncia?
-Contemplar las estrellas sin ojos

-Maestro ¿qué es la iluminación?
-Quedarte sin brazos y tocar la noche

-Maestro ¿cómo alcanzar la sabiduría?
-Quema el papel, la pluma y el báculo
-¿Por qué he de hacerlo?
-Siente en tu rostro el invierno.

UN DÍA VOLVERÉ A TUS OJOS, Mario Meléndez

UN DÍA VOLVERÉ A TUS OJOS

Un día volveré a tus ojos
y comenzaré de nuevo
volveré con un sonido hueco de metal
y sol mojado
buscaré entre los papeles del tiempo
tu cuerpo verde y tus cabellos de uva
te coronaré en silencio con mi boca
y con mis manos que no terminan
Volveré por ti y por tu sangre estrellada
viendo pasar la tarde como una sombra antigua
algo se romperá allá arriba y no seremos nosotros
algo se quemará de pronto con el eco de tus sábanas
Y volveré más vivo, más puro, más hambriento
y volveré volando y desgarrando plumas
todo lo haré por ti, todo en silencio
que hasta los gallos prolongarán la noche
cuando te vean desnuda

quando eu morrer , Fausto

Fausto e Zeca , Não Canto Porque Sonho

FAUSTO , Navegar, Navegar

Charlie Haden , Nocturne (FullAlbum) HD

Wide River to Cross ,Levon Helm





There's a sorrow in the wind
Blowing down the road I've been
I can hear it cry while shadows steal the sun
But I cannot look back now
I've come too far to turn around
And there's still a race ahead that I must run
I'm only halfway home, I've gotta journey on
To where I'll find, find the things I have lost
I've come a long long road but still I've got some miles to go
I've got a wide, a wide river to cross
I have stumbled, I have strayed
You can trace the tracks I made
All across the memories my heart recalls
But I'm still a refugee, won't you say a prayer for me?
'Cause sometimes even the strongest soldier falls
I'm only halfway home, I've gotta journey on
To where I'll find, I'll find the things I have lost
I've come a long long road but still I've got some miles to go
I've got a wide, a wide river to cross
I'm only halfway home, I've gotta journey on
To where I'll find, I'll find the things that I have lost
I've come a long long road but still I've got some miles to go
I've got a wide, a wide river to cross
I've got a wide, a wide river to cross

Calvary , Levon Helm

Eivør, Tides (LIVE)





Tides

Seven moonlit tears I cried
Tides collided in my eyes
Waves can wound a moonlit shore,
but they can’t hurt me anymore
Tangled in my mother’s hair
Currents combed my bones bare
Her currents swirled though my ribs
Spinning seaweed to selkie skin
Ashore I dance the sacred night
a surging wave of pale moonlight
a seal-spun daughter of the tides
Never again a captive bride

Eivør ,Silvitni (LIVE)



Dead Calm

in moonlight
I see
coral reefs
glittering through the dead calm
in your eyes
 
I willingly sink
into the deep
I am drawn
to the beauty
in you
 
I let go of all my troubles
I forget my restlessness
 
nothing can pull me away from you
no one can love me like you do
 
I know you love me
as if I were your salvation
you protect me
as if I were the beating heart
in your chest
 
I touch you
like I touch
my own body
we are interwoven
with the same veins
 
we may sail through churning seas
lose our way beneath the waves
 
nothing can pull me away from you
no one can love me like you do

Wim Mertens, 4 Mains

Keith Jarrett , Spirits [Full Album, HQ]




The strange,familiar and forgotten

it snows and the snow melts

all at the same time.
somehow i wish to die.
instead i will sleep,
for a while in the mid of day.

path

this is not a rebel view.
nobody should sacrifice his
or her feeling, truth, blood and being
to any ideas and constructions.
no construction will be alive
when it is not inhabited,
this is why ruins attract us:
they stir our imagination to create
and us to be alive: just because.

Pandit Pannalal Ghosh ,Raag Gaud-Sarang , flute

good night..sleep will come with sweetness...it is snowing outside

and inside is warm..weird kind of spring, changes of weather with

the moods of my April..there is a song deep inside, a non-changing

mood which gives me peace in times of trouble..may you find yours

when you open your eyes ...all what counts is breathing and the blood flowing

and given...



Ian Anderson, Lucia Micarelli , Mo'z Art Medley

Eivør , You Know Me

this is..talking to essence...not to..well..a cloud





You know me from the marrow of my bones
To the core of my beating heart
My bones were broken, my heart was blue
But you thought I was beautiful

Rivers of salty water
The tears, that bind us together
I acted like a fool
My actions were cruel

Down in the darkest hollow
There are no lights to follow
There I hide my weakness
From everyone
But you thought I was beautiful

Your love is in the marrow of my bones
In the ribbons of my DNA
I don't have to pretend you know who I am

Down in the darkest hollow
There are no lights to follow
There I hide my weakness
From everyone,
Can't run away from you
You're in every molecule
You thought I was beautiful

Raga Hansdhwani , Bansuri

The Harbor , Irresistible

or is this..more confusion? probably yes.





.

dead can dance, the cardinal sin

is it my grapefruit juice or the vodka or the text here giving me
a muddled head?
...





Sail to the stars on your shining desires.
"Reasons? there are none" cried the whisky laden brain.
"When all is said and done it amounts to just the same".
There in your starry eyes lie hopes that have been betrayed.
The cause of your desire can also lead to your demise.
When all is said and done it will be you who pays the price
As countless fools are often loathe to testify
"It's an illusion of life, the whole cause of our demise".
Sail to the stars on your shining desires.
Lucretia waits in vain for the child of her dreams.
Within her aching womb there burns a funeral pyre.
There in your starry eyes lie hopes that have been betrayed.
The prize that you claim can never be yours to take
Like castles in Spain, hope is all that will remain.
Abstain from the fools paradise, it's an illusion of life, the whole cause of our demise.
Fools are often loathe to testify "it's an illusion of life, the whole cause of our demise".
Contemplate the world and it's traitors to the soul.
The forces of derision and their legions manifold.
Usurpers of the crown, all pretenders to the throne,
Your world is linked in chains "All in one, One in all".

Tuesday, April 25, 2017

Mozart ,Clarinet Concerto in A, K. 622 [complete]

Wim Mertens , The Belly

Esther the Wonder Pig | Steve Jenkins & Derek Walter | TEDxStLawrenceCol...

Eivør Pálsdóttir , Heyr Himna Smiður

Eivør , Bridges ,Live performance at Studio Bloch - Part 1







Some bridges are made of marble
You follow traces laid out for you
Some bridges are leaps of faith
You have to find your own way across the water

Into your lover's arms
Where nothing will do you no harm
Bridges from the heart
Never keeps us apart

When bridges burn to ashes
There is no easy way out of the smoke
Up on a tightrope you never look down
You have to walk the line on your own

Nothing to hold on to
No one will carry you
When you're in the wilderness
When you're lost in the wilderness
Into your lover's arms
Nothing will do you no harm
Bridges from the heart
Never keep us apart
Into your lover's arms
Nothing will do you no harm
You are safe and warm
When you're in your lover's arms

Jethro Tull , I Don't Want to Be Me



:-)

Grândola, Vila Morena , Zeca Afonso ,Revolução dos Cravos, 25 de Ab...



shared and re-shared here

Bert Jansch , Doctor, Doctor



The Guardian, Bert Jansch

Monday, April 24, 2017

DIURNO DOLIENTE, Pablo Neruda

Diurno Doliente

De pasiòn sobrante y sueños de ceniza
un pálido palio llevo, un cortejo evidente,
un viento de metal que vive solo,
un sirviente mortal vestido de hambre,
y en lo fresco que baja del árbol, en la esencia del sol
que su salud de astro implanta en las flores,
cuando a mi piel parecida al oro llega el placer,
tú, fantasma coral con pies de tigre,
tú, ocasiòn funeral, reunión ígnea,
acechando la patria en que sobrevivo
con tus lanzas lunares que tiemblan un poco.

Porque la ventana que el mediodía vacío atraviesa 
tiene un día cualquiera mayor aire en sus alas, 
el frenesí hincha el traje y el sueño al sombrero, 
una abeja extremada arde sin tregua. 
Ahora, qué imprevisto paso hace crujir los caminos? 
Qué vapor de estaciòn lúgubre, qué rostro de cristal, 
y aún más, qué sonido de carro viejo con espigas? 
Ay, una a una, la ola que llora y la sal que se triza, 
y el tiempo del amor celestial que pasa volando, 
han tenido voz de huéspedes y espacio en la espera.

De distancias llevadas a cabo, de resentimientos infieles,
de hereditarias esperanzas mezcladas con Sombra,
de asistencias desgarradoramente dulces
y días de transparente veta y estatua floral,
qué subsiste en mi término escaso, en mi débil producto?
De mi lecho amarillo y de mi substancia estrellada,
quién no es vecino y ausente a la vez?
Un esfuerzo que salta, una flecha de trigo tengo, 
y un arco en mi pecho manifiestamente espera,
y un latido delgado, de agua y tenacidad,
como algo que se quiebra perpetuamente, 
atraviesa hasta el fondo mis separaciones, 
apaga mi poder y propaga mi duelo.

MUJER, NADA ME HAS DADO, Pablo Neruda

MUJER, NADA ME HAS DADO

Nada me has dado y para ti mi vida
deshoja su rosal de desconsuelo,
porque ves estas cosas que yo miro,
las mismas tierras y los mismos cielos,

porque la red de nervios y de venas
que sostiene tu ser y tu belleza
se debe estremecer al beso puro
del sol, del misino sol que a mí me besa.

Mujer, nada me has dado y sin embargo
a través de tu ser siento las cosas:
estoy alegre de mirar la tierra
en que tu corazón tiembla y reposa.

Me limitan en vano mis sentidos
-dulces flores que se abren en el viento-
porque adivino el pájaro que pasa
y que mojó de azul tu sentimiento.

Y sin embargo no me has dado nada,
no se florecen para mí tus años,
la cascada de cobre de tu risa
no apagará la sed de mis rebaños.

Hostia que no probò tu boca fina,
amador del amado que te llame,
saldré al camino con mi amor al brazo
como un vaso de miel para el que ames.

Ya ves, noche estrellada, canto y copa
en que bebes el agua que yo bebo,
vivo en tu vida, vives en mi vida,
nada me has dado y todo te lo debo.

CANCION DEL RÍO INDIFERENTE,Miguel Arteche Salinas

CANCION DEL RÍO INDIFERENTE

Cuando las soledades metálicas de las ruedas hicieron
vibrar tu cabeza rasgada por estrellas
-rápido, señorial, antiguo,
inmutable, prisionero por las islas de arena-,
reposaste fluyendo, en la noche, en la muerte.

Cuando la punta yerta de la flecha se hundió en tierra,
y el cuerpo sigiloso del conquistador, vencido, cayó en tierra
haciéndose igualmente hueso: tú entrabas en el mar,
te detenías huyendo, en la noche, en la muerte.

Cuando todo sea olvidado (porque todo será olvidado);
cuando no recordemos quiénes fuimos bajo ese árbol que ha de ser
una mesa,
y cuando la mesa se transforme en el fuego,
y cuando todo se restituya en ti -¡oh madre tierra!-, en tu terrón
amargo:
tú fluirás cantando, seguramente cantando
en la noche, en la muerte.

Albinoni ,Oboe Concerto #2 in D Minor Op. 9

Vivaldi ,Violin Concerto in A Minor, RV356

Juan José Alcolea Jiménez, Viento

VIENTO

Viento, tú que vas y vienes
de tu rosa en derredor,
viento dime ¿Dónde habita
el dios que cuida el amor?
¿En qué refugio?¿En qué cima?
¿En qué galaxia o que sol?
¿En qué alejado silencio
plantó su tienda ese dios?
¿En qué acabado desierto
tiene su jardín la flor?
¿Bajo qué luna se enfría
la fuerza de su calor?
Si lo vieras, viento, dile...
dile que me busque...yo
llevo en relojes de sangre
su ausencia en mi corazón.

Vivaldi , Oboe Concerto in D Minor , RV 454

Tranquility - Improvisation based on Raga Vachaspati



with a cup of fresh coffee...:-)

Rumi , Where everything is music

Max Richter -Dream, 3 (in the midst of my life)

ich bin mein bruder

ich der ich mein
bruder bin,
ich wachse zwischen
halmen, im gras, mein

gesicht die maske
eines gottes,
der mich nicht
sieht, ich bin

sein bruder im regen,
die erde, die seele
fließen dahin,
der grund löst sich auf

ich bin mein bruder,
ich sitze in den wurzeln,
ich kaue katzenminze
und brennesselblätter,

bitteren löwenzahn,
ich singe stimmlos,
wasche meine farben
mit regentropfen.

der grund, der grund
ruft mich, ich falle,
ich falle schwer und
ich falle schwerelos

tief in die erde,
zu tief um zu wachsen,
zu schwer und zu müde,
ich bleibe am grund

wo ich niemanden
brauche, mich zu halten,
dort wo ich
mein bruder bin.









Sunday, April 23, 2017

LLUVIA , Federico García Lorca

LLUVIA

La lluvia tiene un vago secreto de ternura,
algo de soñolencia resignada y amable,
una música humilde se despierta con ella
que hace vibrar el alma dormida del paisaje.

Es un besar azul que recibe la Tierra,
el mito primitivo que vuelve a realizarse.
El contacto ya frío de cielo y tierra viejos
con una mansedumbre de atardecer constante.

Es la aurora del fruto. La que nos trae las flores
y nos unge de espíritu santo de los mares.
La que derrama vida sobre las sementeras
y en el alma tristeza de lo que no se sabe.

La nostalgia terrible de una vida perdida,
el fatal sentimiento de haber nacido tarde,
o la ilusión inquieta de un mañana imposible
con la inquietud cercana del color de la carne.

El amor se despierta en el gris de su ritmo,
nuestro cielo interior tiene un triunfo de sangre,
pero nuestro optimismo se convierte en tristeza
al contemplar las gotas muertas en los cristales.

Y son las gotas: ojos de infinito que miran
al infinito blanco que les sirvió de madre.

Cada gota de lluvia tiembla en el cristal turbio
y le dejan divinas heridas de diamante.
Son poetas del agua que han visto y que meditan
lo que la muchedumbre de los ríos no sabe.

¡Oh lluvia silenciosa, sin tormentas ni vientos,
lluvia mansa y serena de esquila y luz suave,
lluvia buena y pacifica que eres la verdadera,
la que llorosa y triste sobre las cosas caes!

¡Oh lluvia franciscana que llevas a tus gotas
almas de fuentes claras y humildes manantiales!
Cuando sobre los campos desciendes lentamente
las rosas de mi pecho con tus sonidos abres.

El canto primitivo que dices al silencio
y la historia sonora que cuentas al ramaje
los comenta llorando mi corazón desierto
en un negro y profundo pentagrama sin clave.

Mi alma tiene tristeza de la lluvia serena,
tristeza resignada de cosa irrealizable,
tengo en el horizonte un lucero encendido
y el corazón me impide que corra a contemplarte.

¡Oh lluvia silenciosa que los árboles aman
y eres sobre el piano dulzura emocionante;
das al alma las mismas nieblas y resonancias
que pones en el alma dormida del paisaje!

the happy man

how life is happy
and how rich
is a man's world
when he can do

all what he
doesn't want
but can tell his
love about it.

i love you, he said.
her lips were sealed.
i fucked lilac and pink
yesterday, i was ok.

good for you, she said.
i'll meet a girl tonight,
he said. good for you,
be happy, she said.

she had no arms,
her lovely hands
dividing the air
between them

spoke with grace:
am i not kind to you,
she said. nothing
else moved.

the world stood still.
i leave you, he said.
Ok, she said.
be happy, she said.

i am kind.
the happy man,
he left, doing
what he didn't want.

possible...?
indifference is deadly..

after this i need to purify me, see next post, F.G. Lorca





QUEREMOS SER, Yanina Magrini

QUEREMOS SER

Saco las hojas amarillas del geranio y saco una sombra, una escritura.
Ese espacio brota, abrirá destinos.
Me dejo escribir y callo.
Me dejo escuchar.
Hurga la mano en la tierra porque es propio del alma buscar un sacrificio oscuro,
una sed de raíces nuevas.
Nosotros.... generamos el trazo fino,
la apertura que dejamos en el ciego
y en la controversia de su resplandor.

De todos esos equívocos seguiremos naciendo.

Max Richter , On Reflection

Richard Feynman. The Pleasure of finding Things out, like a poem

"For instance, I stand at the seashore, alone, and start to think. There are the rushing waves . . . mountains of molecules, each stupidly minding its own business . . . trillions apart . . . yet forming white surf in unison.
Ages on ages . . . before any eyes could see . . . year after year . . . thunderously pounding the shore as now. For whom, for what? . . . on a dead planet, with no life to entertain.
Never at rest . . . tortured by energy . . . wasted prodigiously by the sun . . . poured into space. A mite makes the sea roar.
Deep in the sea, all molecules repeat the patterns of one another till complex new ones are formed. They make others like themselves . . . and a new dance starts.
Growing in size and complexity . . . living things, masses of atoms, DNA, protein . . . dancing a pattern ever more intricate.
Out of the cradle onto the dry land . . . here it is standing . . . atoms with consciousness . . . matter with curiosity.
Stands at the sea . . . wonders at wondering . . . I . . . a universe of atoms . . . an atom in the universe."

Lalo ,Symphonie Espagnole,Itzhak Perlman

time to calm down...



space empress: the dirty old man

o she said, opening
the top of her ship,
old man, insect, dog,
you with shrivelling balls

come on, be happy,
play a bit, here your
tidbit, eat and run,
go to fuck the ladies

no, my silly, i am
not jealous, i wait.
i tell you later.
now go and do it,

bite their tits, the fleshy
hills between their thighs,
pant and struggle in their cunts,
choke on their hair,

come on, be dirty,
stupid dog, be happy,
just rub it on and off,
grow a rough fungus

as your penis,grow
ulcers in your mouth,
sores on your tongue,
a tumour in your heart,

be dirty as you wish,
run, run, run,
i'll be here,
i wait

until the flesh falls
from your bones
covered with flies,
i wait.

now i tell you:
i'll cook what is left,
a soup from your soul,
i eat your essence

this is why i came
out of space
to watch you giving
me what you don't know

grrrrrrrrrr








Bruch, Violin Concerto No.1 in G Minor, op.26, Itzhak Perlman

Narciso Yepes, Las Cantigas de Santa Maria

LA DE LOS OJOS ABIERTOS, Alejandra Pizarnik

LA DE LOS OJOS ABIERTOS

La vida juega en la plaza
con el ser que nunca fui
y aquí estoy
baila pensamiento
en la cuerda de mi sonrisa
y todos dicen esto pasó y es
va pasando
va pasando
mi corazón
abre la ventana
vida
aquí estoy
mi vida
mi sola y aterida sangre
percute en el mundo.
pero quiero saberme viva
pero no quiero hablar
de la muerte
ni de sus extrañas manos.

Alejandra Pizarnik. Diarios, 1961

De todos modos, yo no existo.
Soy un ser evanescente:
la hija del aire, enamorada del viento.

Tu Voz, Alejandra Pizarnik

Emboscado en mi escritura
cantas en mi poema.
Rehén de tu dulce voz
petrificada en mi memoria.
Pájaro asido a su fuga.
Aire tatuado por un ausente.
Reloj que late conmigo
para que nunca despierte.

Hijas del Viento, Alejandra Pizarnik

Han venido.
Invaden la sangre.
Huelen a plumas,
a carencia,
a llanto.
Pero tú alimentas al miedo
y a la soledad
como a dos animales pequeños
perdidos en el desierto.

Han venido
a incendiar la edad del sueño.
Un adiós es tu vida.
Pero tú te abrazas
como la serpiente loca de movimiento
que sólo se halla a sí misma
porque no hay nadie.

Tú lloras debajo de tu llanto,
tú abres el cofre de tus deseos
y eres más rica que la noche.

Pero hace tanta soledad
que las palabras se suicidan.

Alejandra Pizarnik , Fragmentos para dominar el silencio, quote

"Cuando a la casa del lenguaje se le vuela el tejado y las palabras no guarecen, 
yo hablo."

Marjan Mozetich, Dance to Earth

Bert Jansch ,Daybreak

Itzhak Perlman Serenade Melancolique, Op 26, Tchaikovsky

Anat Cohen , A Change Is Gonna Come

Saturday, April 22, 2017

Deep Purple , April (1969)





April is a cruel time
Even though the sun may shine
And world looks in the shade as it slowly comes away
Still falls the April rain
And the valley's filled with pain
And you can't tell me quite why
As I look up to the gray sky
Where it should be blue
Grey sky where I should see you
Ask why, why it should be so
I'll cry, say that I don't know
Baby once in a while I'll forget and I'll smile
But then the feeling comes again of an April without end
Of an April lonely as a girl
In the dark of my mind I can see all too fine
But there is nothing to be done when I just can't feel the sun
And the springtime's the season of the night
Grey sky where it should be blue
Grey sky where I should see you
Ask why, why it should be so
I'll cry, say that I don't know
I don't know

Robert Bly Poetry,Does the Lark Need Forgiveness For Its Blue Eggs? (1997)



at 28:00

"I've been thinking about these little adventures
in the early morning longing-the embarkations,
excursions in round hideboats on the  sea,
passing over the beings far below

The deep vowels-perhaps whales-mourn
and sing at their stone table five miles down
at the ocean floor, they mourn some loss.
But the small finny sounds, the ers and ins

and ors and ings, mourn as well-we don't
know what. Perhaps vowels were all created
in a moment of sorrow before creation-
a grief they've not been able to sing in this life"