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Monday, August 31, 2015

Barbara Dane & the Chambers Brothers - Freedom Is A Constant Struggle

ja...

Golden Verses of Pythagoras...sleep and death, a link to theosophy

Golden Verses of Pythagoras:
Admit not sleep to thy drooping eyes,
Ere thou hast well reviewed each one of the day's deeds.
In what was I remiss? What did I do? What duty was not fulfilled?


 "Sleep and death are brothers, according to the old Greek proverb. However, they are not merely brothers, born of the same fabric of human consciousness, but are in all verity one, identical."

"Sleep is largely an automatic functioning of the human consciousness; death is the same, but in immensely greater degree, and is a necessary habit of the consciousness in order that it may gain for the psychological part of the constitution a resting and an assimilation of experience."

http://www.theosophy-nw.org/theosnw/death/de-gdp5.htm

be careful with this link.

i may agree with parts of what is written there,

but it is not important what is written, in books,
not important what is lectured, not important at all.
too many words, too much dogmatism, too much terminology.
and always, always, ideas, an effort for domination, somebody telling us he or she knows....

you must yourself find your way as i must find mine...

Sharon Van Etten - Words

Johnny Flynn - Howl (Lexington Session)

"not bad"



i will inform you when i will have turned
as adult as my mum wanted me to be,
a polite monster of society, rich, with
grandeur and good manners, my tongue
knotted in my tie, now i could rhyme but i won't,
my nails and speech polished, my mind tamed
and my heart within limits, my soul unknown
and, of course, decent, the son of law of god the father,
but of course, of course she wanted me happy.
the pursuit of happiness....i must howl! i must...

i feel much better being just me .

i must have grown adult then.




Ondine (2009), Trailer , Colin Farrell Movie



watched this film last night and enjoyed it.
beautiful landscape, nice story.
full movie not available on you tube..


mogwai. killing all the flies.

do not kill



Birdpath 22

andrew bird - you woke me up

like it!

'Pulaski at Night' - Andrew Bird

serenity prayer (knew it in German)



"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference."

In German it is in my office, above my chair....

serenity prayer (knew it in German)


"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference."

In German it is in my office, above my chair....

Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Spell



mind you, i don't like verything from Nick Cave, names are
nothing to me, but i like this

Sophie Zelmani - Going Home (05 - Live at Blue Balls 2006)

why..a mess?
well.
but beautiful song.

Sophie Zelmani - I'm the Rain (Lyric)

Thomas Dybdahl - Rain Down On Me

another maybe too American kind of music but a nice song, with coffee,
newly found

Gregory Alan Isakov - 3 am


newly found though not really my breakfast music: shouldn't be-
and no, i slept at 3 am


Sunday, August 30, 2015

Sophie Zelmani - I Can't Change

i can't change...?



walk-ing again

31 Celsius outside of the forest...





This Blog

is quite personal but all to be shared.
It is not me, but parts of my pattern and mosaic of days passing.
all of us have to go through hard days, stupid ways of thinking,
passion, suffering, experience separation and loss,
despair and hope, climb across mountains and stumble through valleys.
All of us can find beauty and calm presence and all of us can grow.
I feel i got years older in many ways within one year,
my sleep is bad, i cannot again  stop smoking,
but in between i feel very young and clear.
wishing my readers a good day.
off and out.


Oh Dear ♫ Sophie Zelmani

go-ing out, now.
place in order, me in balance, nothing to keep me here :-)


Sophie Zelmani - Wind Took My Sail

a good song...it happened...most if not all of us carry this in their experience..
i don't want it to be like this, but will it help, to want?

i don't feel like this but something growing which i do not wish to define.







Sophie Zelmani - Spring Love

Saturday, August 29, 2015

Omar Bashir & The Horvath Gypsy Band - Gypsy Oud (Hungarian Dance)



"I can never get away from you, and will you remember me? Distance brings us closer. There is no distance."

The Living Sleep-You And I




today's walk, Albtrauf, St.Johann









Trio Macchiato Orient Express

quote from: Mark Rowlands, The Philosopher and the Wolf

"Why did I love Brenin? I would like to think-and here I must lapse again into metaphor.that our dogs call out to something in the deepest recesses of a long-forgotten part of our soul. Here there dwells an older part of us-a part of us that was there before we became apes. This is the wolf we once were.

This wolf understands that happiness cannot be found in calculation.
It understands that no truly significant relationship can ever be based on a contract.

First there is loyalty.
And this we must respect though the heavens fall.

Calculation and contracts always come afterwards-
as the simian part of our soul follows on from the lupine."

Sophie Zelmani - Dreamer

Friday, August 28, 2015

re-framing obstacles into chances, Dena Weinberg

"There are no problems, only opportunities for growth." –Rebbetzin Dena Weinberg

Rabih Abou-Khalil - Shaving is boring

what a title, quite true...and then see the poem attached in youtube...:-)



Sophie Zelmani - Lost In Love




There's a drawback in living for
The moment, in loving life too much
Every time you're lost in love
You wonder when the love will stop
I'm lost in love
There's a price to pay if you
Want to enjoy the present time
To be that thankful demands that you
Are always carrying death in mind
Death is around
There's a point to put off some things
And save them for a rainy day
Only those about to die
Are acting in a perfect way
Who wants to die
There's an answer to why you can
So rarely take in what you see
The pleasure is followed by
A fear you want to avoid to feel
I'm so lost in love
There's a freedom in making plans
To think about a future and
There's a comfort in being sure
That it'll be long before the end
I'm not making plans
There's a reason to why so many
Only get one little chance
If the song was sung forever
No one'd ever stop to dance




Sophie Zelmani - The Ocean And Me



It's the ocean and me
We're the ones to be
I always fall asleep
Beside the sea

And we've got a certain way
How it wakes me everyday
I never know though
With what kind of wave

And you know about oceans
How brutaly it can rush
Drown you, or calmly cares
You with a gentle touch

Sometimes I bring my boat
When I believe it'll let me float
It's just that I'm so often
Returning soaked

The ocean has you
Has the waves of you
And i never felt a sea
So blue


yesterday for...you




Moddi - Silhouette + mp3 download





...and then came the waves on our boats
on our boats
the loudest laugther no one knows
no one knows
a helpless child you are on your own
on your own
can you feel how it brakes on your bones
on your bones
the loudest laughter no one owns
no one owns
silhouettes in the sky, dancing ghosts
dancing ghosts
a helpless child you are on your own


Kansas - Dust in the Wind

Tocando em Frente - Oswaldo Montenegro



as far as i could understand it..i liked it

Thursday, August 27, 2015

The Tree and the Child

Takahiro Kido-Where Time Goes

Tori Amos - Horses





"I got me some horses
To ride on, to ride on
They say that your demons can't go there"





a collage of neo-nazism: Germany today

i could post the news today, the fotos, the articles, wheresoever in my country,
there are people, other humans, they set fire to the homes of people in exile who seek help and asylum.
it is not a good world and it is not a specifically "good" country to live in..
not for refugees, for sure.

Patti Smith x Artavazd Pelechian - Swans | Live at Fondation Cartier - J...

Crosby, Stills & Nash - Helplessly Hoping (With Lyrics)

no, not so helpless..

anyway,

it sounds so "nice":



"They are one person

They are two alone
They are three together
They are for each other"



Thousand Roads - David Crosby

John Zorn - Between Two Worlds

SLEEP PARTY PEOPLE - In The Morning Sun We Stand

bedtime

homesick but filled with warmth

i am homesick for...you know, and nobody else needs to know

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

happy penguins: tweet from lonely planet

Porque me olhas assim, Cristina Branco


Porque me olhas assim

Diz-me agora o teu nome
Se já te dissemos que sim
Pelo olhar que demora
Porque me olhas assim
Porque me rondas assim
Toda a luz da avenida
Se desdobra em paixão
Magias de druída
P'lo teu toque de mão
Soam ventos amenos
P'los mares morenos
Do meu coração
Espelhando as vitrinas
Da cidade sem fim
Tu surgiste divina
Porque me abeiras assim
Porque me tocas assim
E trocámos pendentes
Velhas palavras tontas
Com sotaques diferentes
Nossa prosa está pronta
Dobrando esquinas e gretas
P'lo caminho das letras
Que tudo o resto não conta
E lá fomos audazes
Por passeios tardios
Vadiando o asfalto
Cruzando outras pontes
De mares que são rios
E num bar fora de horas
Se eu chorar perdoa
Ó meu bem é que eu canto
Por dentro sonhando
Que estou em Lisboa
Diz-me tu então que sou teu
Que tu és tudo p'ra mim
Que me pões no apogeu
Porque me abraças assim
Porque me beijas assim
Por esta noite adiante
Se tu me pedes enfim
Num céu de anúncios brilhantes
Vamos casar em Berlim
À luz vã dos faróis
São de seda os lençóis
Porque me amas assim


Taken from http://lyricstranslate.com/en/porque-me-olhas-assim-why-do-you-look-me.html#ixzz3jxLyyfJ8

Gregory Colbert, Lisa Gerrard


Gregory Colbert & Lisa Gerrard from alcyon on Vimeo.

Birdpath 23, Gregory Colbert, Ashes and Snow

HECTOR ZAZOU Le Village du Chef Bingo

Caix d'Hervelois, Suite ii in D minor (complete) - Ivan Andrews cello Er...

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

under the seven seas: at night

under the seven seas

i go to sleep as
the cat told me,
him now on my legs
heavy , in trance

i go to dream, i dive
under the seven seas
where i will find you,
breathing , air rising

from you and 
from your seven dwarfs,
you have slept
with seven poisons
for seven years


must i kiss you
to flow up together
or must we sink or float
in the deep cold blue

or can we fly in mid air
for a time as wild geese, 
fly in the seven skies
next to each other

or walk the seven hills,
the autumn orchards,
with the scent of apples
and of sweet plums

can i take your load:
I'd carry your school bag
for part of the way
and fill it with ladybugs,

sandalwood, fresh hay:
there is nothing in books,
i will hide them
under rocks on the way

in a rose coloured dawn,
seven wishes for morning,
seven for the night:
to sail the seven seas

and dance with dwarfs
into the dusk behind trees,
grow in the forest
and out in the fields

where the ticking of clocks
and the call of chimes
will sink into silence,
with rhythms and music
to take us across time

and out of the coffins
in which we had hidden
seven times,
with seven poisons,
for seven years
under seven seas

















Monday, August 24, 2015

Sunday, August 23, 2015

incantation for sleep

incantation for sleep

now in the cloudy sky
in the plane
in between
now,
from now to now

my cat
a house
a garden,
this will be there,
nobody waiting

i had been missing,
lost in the frontiers.
i moved to the core,
a home in the heart

it sails within storms
as quiet as a gull
with wings to carry,
to steer in and out

i must go 
and follow the days
and see the signs
in the traces of birds

in the patterns of faces
the smoke from fires
remember the essence
of touch and presence

no soothsayers
to heal my pain
no lover
to ease my longing

there is only one
and one, pure feeling,
i am homesick for you.
no inauguration

no witch, no magic,
no words will cure me:
only you can
when you will 

and i must wait.
it is as if i have waited
since i was born.
i am here now.

i reached a place
where we can meet.
it is for you
to find me in the green

leaves of the ivy,
the lianas of fingers
and lips and skin
and the whispering

of my voice in your ear,
my breath in dreams
of fur and feathers,
salt and soft winds

and here are my tears
they are nothing
but rain in the ocean
the gates open

and heaven finds 
release
to return 
home.

sleep, my love,
sleep.
sleep
and find the key
which i tried to send.

open my door.
i told your monsters
to go, i prayed for
your pain to 
come into my arms

the string of pearls
your spine
i count
and i lose count


i ask your heart
to have eyes
and courage
to trust and to feel 

i pray
i hold a shell
close to your ear
you can listen

and hear
the blood
the sea
and the stars

listen to your self,
child of heaven,
woman of earth,
sleep

sleep, my love,
sleep.
sleep.


Delta - David Crosby



Waking stream of consciousness
On a sleeping street of dream
Thoughts like scattered leaves
Slowed in mid fall into the streams
Of fast running rivers of choice and chance
And time stops here on the delta
While they dance, while they dance
I love the child who steers this riverboat
But lately he's crazy for the deep
And the river seems dreamlike in the daytime
And someone keeps thinking in my sleep
Of fast running rivers of choice and chance
And time stops here on the delta
While they dance, while they dance
While they dance, while they dance
While they dance, while they dance
While they dance, while they dance




Angus & Julia Stone - Paper Aeroplane [Official Music Video]

Avalanche by Leonard Cohen

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