this is not a fight nor about guilt

for a long time now

i thought something

may be wrong with me

i went to see

i defended myself

instead of being me.

i felt like a kite on a string

held by somebody who

does not know who

she is or wants to be

and might just let go

any moment now or later

it doesn't matter so 

much anymore, i can fly,

and i decided to be me

and say what i want

even a few weeks ago,

i was just and truly me.

and really, it is true,

even to wish out

is to be present,

as this has happened

it was true, to be true

is to be present

i see you and i see me,

i see only what i can see.

i wish to find a space

for peace and us

where we can both live

in our flow,two rivers

to join and go

to our final sea

as i am...i guess

is this

is this for you and me

separated for a thousand

years and more,

immobilized amidst the waves

a day and a night 

who cannot meet

nor touch but feel

at sunrise and dawn

until they rumble

and crumble and tumble

falling in pieces

across each other

to sink in the salty foam

of another eternity

forever silent

forever hidden

from Levanto to Monterosso

Monterosso

cinqueterre

coastal footpath..Levanto