Ludovico Einaudi - "Divenire" - Live @ Royal Albert Hall London

today i was told i am insecure...well, i make and made myself stay in an unsafe place out of me.

this is must interpret as a reason for instability. and i don't know yet what to do about it.

i am balanced enough in my self and in my known life. but the ground moving with the

pre-stillness of earthquakes gives me moments of unwanted memories,

flashbacks of dis-orientation from childhood.

there is no place to go from there so easily.

but i will find a music to follow.