John Surman - Not Love Perhaps

we are all too busy with ourselves and cannot acess each others needs-
and- maybe don't want to as i recently started to think ~

on the other hand, some of us behave at a mature age like being in puberty,
continuous routine rebellion, born in the bottomless fear of losing one's identity.
It leads more or less to a an immediate first reaction: no. no i am not here for you.

maybe "we" can grow out of it, maybe not.

and maybe i can just go for a walk in the wilderness..






John Surman - Edges Of Illusion von HistoryAndFuture