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Saturday, May 28, 2016

dis-illusion-ment



   disillusionment
   is not what i meant,
   dying on the vine
   is not the best place

   One can so easily
   destroy the charm
   of life, and free
   of delusion

   there is not much
   left to do but to sit
   and wait for better
   times or to go out

   and see what is
   there, around, now.
   i feel detached from
   even me as i ask:

   who sits here,
   is he present?
   he watches himself,
   lost in questions.

   i think i better
   give him a push,
   another name,
   drive him as mad

   as everybody is:
   insane, exquisitely
   in pain. when
   we read we laugh.

   so i write
   to read
   to laugh
   to forget
   what i wrote
   

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