Jethro Tull ,Life is a long song

cannot sleep, cannot fall..
now i cannot. i know who i am.
i am not independent in what i wish,
it is not a new sitting room table.
i accept this.
but i won't accept no change and not
all happening to me anymore as if i'd have to accept.
i can walk. learned it as a child.
not depressed, just worried..a bit frightened maybe
as everyone is inside the disorientation of uncertainty
which is the very place where life can get interesting,
where things can grow or not.
tomorrow..i look at my garden. tomorrow.
must sleep now.