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Monday, February 15, 2016

internet, public 'social' media, a point of view

facebook, google plus, twitter:
i take a rest.
i was told i am hiding.
no.
i just don't want to meet more terror.

i feel reduced there,
to somebody i am not,
and i feel frightened off
by the one
i love.

so i am only here.
for who wants to see, ok.
for me it is enough.

i need peace even if it means
a war for silence.
no more interpretations,
analysis,
lectures,
judgement.

and now,
whenever i want to cry
like a four year old child,
you know,
i can,
better than to need to shout
so i can be heard,
i am not listened to anyway.

i am present
with me.
a cat.
a fire.








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